I have been thinking a lot today about what God wants from me. Granted, He doesn’t “need” anything from me. Often I get overwhelmed with little things and forget the calling that has been placed on my life.
I’ve been feeling God leading me to start a ministry myself. I am not sure of the context that it will eventually take, but the initial idea is based off a book by Brennan Manning called “A Ragamuffin Gospel” I am still laying out the foundation of what this ministry will look like and part of it will be dependent on those God leads my way. Over the last seven months, I feel I have been spinning my wheels trying to make things work out on my own and applying for jobs all over the country. None of those things have worked out and I haven’t been offered a position anywhere around here, but I still feel the call to full-time ministry.
I can only do what God has asked of me. Everything else will fail in the sight of God. I may succeed in the eyes of men, but ultimately they aren’t the ones I answer to.
This has been a decision a long time in the making. I’ve prayed and thought about this for several years now. There was once a time I thought it would fit under the umbrella of another ministry. It can’t be put off any longer now. Keep us in prayer.


2 Comments
if you haven’t already read “The Keys of the Kingdom”
and “The Left Hand of God”
you should start there…
This problem of meeting a culture with truth from God is the most difficult kind of thing. One comes as a renovator, a conditioner of society, and society is in no mood to be conditioned.
–Jim Elliot